Okay, first of all… I’m sorry I haven’t sent a message to you in a while. The truth is that I’ve felt a little lost for the past couple months. My vision has been unclear and my voice a little shaky.

I don’t know if you know or remember this, but about two and a half years ago two of my biggest dreams were demolished. My tv series Soul Connection Adventure couldn’t be funded or produced, and Beyond Belief Walk for Peace lost its sponsorship from MOA.

I was flat on my face and couldn’t determine how to get up or move forward. I found opportunities that have been amazing and somewhat in alignment with my passions, so I followed those. I worked on projects that I thought might bring me that same buzz and inspiration as Soul Connection Adventure and Beyond Belief Walk for Peace, but nothing quite fully has.

So for the past few months I’ve been sitting in a feeling of indifference. This is one my least favorite human experiences. Indifference.

Then, while I was in Costa Rica I made a new friend. She was a younger woman that had her dreams crushed and was trying to get back on her feet. We talked about where she was at and I listened to her feelings of being stuck and having shame around failure.

It resonated so deeply with me.

I began to share my stories with her – the many failures and successes I’ve had in my life. I blew through most of the stories without an inkling of emotion, but when I began to talk about Soul Connection Adventure, my heart got the tingles and something deep within me started to resurface.

It was almost as if I was opened a curtain to let a ray of light into a pitch-black room. There was a part of me that had been pressed down, box up, shut out, deadened and nearly forgotten.

“Well shit.” I thought as I realized that I couldn’t dismiss this feeling.

At the same time, I also realized that Soul Connection Adventure, the tv series idea and production, is not the exact embodiment of this passion and desire inside of me. The roots are the same, but the creation is different.

Since I’ve been back home I’ve been allowing answers to come forward in my awareness. I don’t have a full arrived creation, but the beginning of a new adventure that follows those tingles in my heart guiding me closer and closer to full embodiment of the passion project.

So… Here we go, friend.

I cannot wait for you to come along for the ride in this journey! So tuned by reading this newsletter as there is so much more to come in the next one…